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food sovereignity
Food sovereignity is a phrase I stumbled upon in 2009, right after I moved to Idaho, thanks to howling duck ranch. It is the phrase which encompassed part of the vision I had for our lives. We talked a little about it then and made a few plans; at the time we had dairy goats, chickens, ducks, and turkeys. We got a newborn calf from a local dairy early in 2010 and raised him on goat milk. We ordered a feeder pig which arrived in June 2010. Newton was born, I sold the turkeys because the tom kept stalking me (seriously, doing chores with Newton strapped to my chest made me look intimidating to him I guess, and he stalked and challenged me repeatedly to the point where I refused to do anything with the birds, or anything near where he was). anyway. Fall 2010 we had the pig and one of our wethers butchered…mmmm, bacon, my favorite. I sold the steer winter 2011 as we needed extra cash. And for all of 2011, my focus was on Newton and the dairy, and that was it.
So now, it is the beginning of the year again. And being winter, and doing more reading, we are being inspired to work towards this goal more. We don’t have everything ironed out yet, but we want 2012 to be a year of prepping, practicing, and working towards 2013 being food sovereign. It takes time to do this, to raise animals, to can and freeze a season worth of veggies and fruit. Here’s what we’ve got so far.
Current resourses:
- dairy goats for milk and dairy products (we freeze extra milk so we have it year round)
- buck kids (you know they’ll arrive soon enough!), so we can butcher one or several in the fall.
- Chickens for eggs, and some rooster chicks for meat as of spring of this year.
- We’ll raise a bum lamb (I have a hook-up for lamb
)with the kids once the milk comes in. - The dairy is planning on raising pigs on whey, so we’ll have pork once summer arrives.
- Bees: Jeremy and Newton got their first hive last year, so I’m hoping they will be able to acquire another this year…we eat a lot of honey. Have you ever put honey in your coffee?? Sounds weird, but try it. Best. Thing. EVER! Seriously.
- Garden: we have access and will help with Jeremy’s mom’s garden, and if we end up in a place of our own where we can garden, we’ll do some more.
- Hay: we currently have 5acres of the in’laws’ pasture planted in hay, the cuttings from these will feed the goats through the winter…they’ve gotta eat, too!
- Pasture access: again, we have access to his folks’ if we could find a steer to raise, or anything else for that matter.
- Drink: we do a lot of brewing of our own beer, and normally make wine in the fall.
I’d like to raise more ducks, I like the eggs and the meat, but I think caring for the goats, chickens, and pigs is enough animal husbandry for this year. So that mostly leaves the garden, planning, prepping, planting, and caring for. I’m really excited this year. We’ve been helping his mom the last couple years in the garden, though last year I did hardly anything, but we have a lot of the same ideas, which makes working together easier.
Ideas on food sovereignity we’re still mulling: coffee and tea? Chocolate (a world without dark chocolate?)? Olive oil? Staple grains for flours? Sugar?
At the moment, we’ll keep the coffee, but find a local roaster, there are several in So Idaho.
Part of the garden will include herbs for tea.
Dark chocolate, um yeah, I’m keeping that.
Olive oil, we’ll keep. I did process lard for the first time in November, even had a great blog entry on it, but it no longer exists…Anyway, seeing as we’ll be raising lard on the hoof, I will assume we will use less olive oil.
Fruit: we have a few raspberry canes, but that is it. Rodents ate my two blueberry bushlings. I intend to either trade with vendors at the markets, or go to a local orchard to pick my own. We did that this summer, and tried my hand at canning, with fair success…
Grains…that is where the pasture access comes in. We can’t till it all up to plant grain, but we could do a small amount. The stumbling block is the equipment to get us there. I’m sure I could find a way around hiring a tractor to harvest the grain, but we still have to rip up the pasture grass, pick rock, disc, pick rock, and get to the planting point. And it is hard to find someone around here with equipment small enough to do just an acre or two.
Sugar, well, that is where owning thousands of little honey bees comes into play. I did find stevia in a garden catalog, but I don’t know how it is processed in order to use, other than sticking a leaf in my tea cup. Do you know? I need to do more research on that. I am allowing a little bit of molasses (good for goats at kidding, and lots of iron) and maple syrup (I’m a sucker for maple syrup…didn’t you hear me lament my lack of “sugar bush??”).
Beer/wine, well, I said we make our own, but there is the part of obtaining the raw materials. We have a few sources for picking our own wine grapes, local. The beer…that’s a little different. We can grow barley, if we get the ‘grain dilemma’ solved, but some of the yummy things we put into beer…hmmm may have to get creative…
Other issues is equipment and space. We have one chest freezer, which will fill up quickly with pork, chicken, and chevon (goat). I don’t like canned veggies, but I do like frozen, which means a lot more freezer space will be needed. I just water bath canned this year, but would like to try pressure canning, which requires new equipment. We have a meat grinder which fits on our Kitchen Aid, and we have a food dehydrator. but that’s about it. I suppose we don’t need much more, though I do like kitchen gadgets.
I’m sure we’re missing other stuff, but that is where we are for the moment. any ideas?
More on Magic Circles
Jeremy and I have been giving more thought to our magic circle: what we want it to encompass; and what it takes to make it happen. I don’t think that saying it once out loud constitutes a magic circle, although it is important to make it public to the world and God and universe at large. I think it requires focus and commitment, prayer, and a willingness to put forth the effort to move towards it. I can talk and think all I want about food sovereignity, but until I put my feet into action planting a garden, learning to can, raising a garden, learning to butcher and cook in ways I never have before, and learn to do without some things and eat seasonally, it will never come into being as my reality.
Our magic circle has different facets. We are in a unique situation currently because we farm and dairy without owning any land or buildings, just animals and a little equipment.
I think being specific is also another important aspect. But being me, I want to be flexible, so I had a hard time nailing down what I thought offered both.
10-20 acres with a low interest loan where the owner is willing to carry. maybe with some sort of living structure already on it so the well and septic are already there. If not, being able to install the well and septic with minimal cost…maybe a labor trade in part or something.
Power is a big deal, and I would like to be off grid as possible via solar, wind, and digestor, so we need the money to install those first before we begin construction on our strawbale house, with root cellar.
I have a lot of desires for the house: strawbale construction with log poles we’ve harvested from the Sawtooth mountains north of us, lots of reused materials, except for maybe kitchen appliances; composting toilets; grey water from washing machine being piped to garden/fields. And for the home to be big enough for our family, plus guests; and to have an outdoor kitchen.
A barn for the animals.
I want our land to produce most of the food we eat, plus the feed for our animals in the form of pasture, hay, a bit of grain, and annuals for winter foraging.
For the dairy, it needs to provide our income for us plus employees within two years of this year (yes there are more specific numbers for this), have trustworthy and motivated employees and interns so I’m not stressing all the time. I want those people to be part of our family, to have warm relationships with them. As much as possible I want to sell just in Idaho, but I would like to expand beyond our borders a little, but just regional to the West Coast. I want the CSA to be a huge part of the business: financially and as a social community. I want to be able to do more continuing ed through cheese courses, or having a cheese consultant to work with, and be able to partake in the American Cheese Society’s conventions. And I want the “dairy” to be more diversified in our offerings, cheese wise, and also with goat meat, and whey fed pork (both of which I’m introducing this year).
That’s a friggin huge circle to me.
*here are some photos of a couple strawbale homes we toured a couple years ago in Eastern Idaho
conversation of the day
I spent most of last year with a cell phone which operated, but which I could not see the screeen. It was so frustrating, because all of my friend’s numbers were in the phone, but I could not access them. I couldn’t see if there was a missed call or voicemail, and obviously couldn’t text. Can you say ghetto? Yeah. hard for personal life and business.
But thanks to timely upgrade-ability of our phone contract (I dislike phone contracts, by the way), and a sale at the electronic store we recently got new (free) phones, with texting and all sorts of new gadgets. Welcome to the 21st century, Jilli.
Okay, so now my best friend and I can text throughout the day, and it is so fabulous. Let me tell you. That is one facet of our current life that gets me down sometimes, lonliness and the lack of friends to chat with…friends who really know you and are intersted in your wellbeing and wanting to make life better…
Anyway. onto the conversation of the day. She started my friday with this question:
Thought for the day. What is the difference between simplicity and serenity? And can I achieve one without the other?
Deep, right? I spent most of the day thinking about it while doing cheese maintainence and having our weekly farm meeting. (don’t I sound organized now…weekly meetings? oooo)
Me: Simplicity is an uncomplicated state: pared down to necessity or just the basics; easy, but not so much easy as easygoing. Serenity is a state of calm; peacefulness. So I think you could life in a state of simplicity and not have serenity; serenity is definitely internal, whereas simplicity refers to a little of both. At least this is my view at the moment.
Her: yes, I agree. Also serenity seems to be in my control where as simplicity may or not be. Which can makde me crazy, i.e. NOT serene!
Me: Serenity requires what: Acceptance of a given situation; of the fact I am not in control. Courage, or lack of fear. What else?
Her: For me it is acceptance. If it’s not something I can control it’s not my business so I need to keep my nose out. …Realizing all my stressing and carrying on was not helping and actualy making everything worse. And everyone including me miserable….Serenity is a work in progress.
There is more to the conversation. But those were the big pieces. The “ah-ha” pieces. While simplicity, or voluntary simplicity are things I am working for this year. Serenity is something I desparately need more of. I don’t remember ever feeling quite this way before. When I became pregnant, my anxiety and stressing and worrying went through the roof (there were lots of external and internal factors at play), and it has come down a little, but life does not have the peace and ease that I feel it used to.
I have this book…
…called Simple Abundance by Sarah Ban Breathnack. It is a daily devotional style book. It’s mostly aimed at creating your home as a safe haven and having the beauty and peace of your home extend into the rest of your life and day. At least, that is how I have interpreted it. Which is difficult since for the past three years I’ve been living with family, but there is enough useful and inspirational reading in there that I just pick out what applies to me.
I spied this book on a friend’s shelf a few years ago, and when I spotted it at a thrift store I snagged it. I have now started reading it in january for the last three years, and sometime in march I get too busy (surprise!) and it gets put back on the shelf until the following winter. This January, I have decided to do something different. I picked the book up, flipped to a month I haven’t read yet, and started reading, sometimes just a page (a day), but most times I just read until I’ve had my fill, or Newton runs off. I figure this way I actually make my way through it, and read new material.
And yes, there has been a lot about books, and that is because it is winter, which is really the only time I have oppotunity to read, other than in the car, and that is hit and miss because I do get motion sickness.
I thought this spoke to the idea of the ‘magic circle’ and simplicity:
There is an ancient metaphysical law that says if we desire more abundance in our lives we must create a vacuum to allow ourselves the good we seek.
and then, I just liked these quotes:
In order that people may be happy in their work, these 3 things are needed:they must fit for it. Theymust not do too much of it. And they must have a sense of success in it.
-John ruskin
Out of clutter, find simplicity.
-Albert einstein
Oh, and Sarah has a website : http://www.simpleabundance.com/
a review of sorts
With all the talk of goals for the new year, I thought it would be good to list what I did actually accomplish during the crazy kick butt/butt kicked year of 2011…
- I successfully kept Newton alive and healthy all year, and celebrated his first birthday! ( yes, I am serious, good work to me!)
- I successfully kidded 10 goats with 23 kids.
- I milked 19 goats from march tthrough october 31
- I assisted in milking approx 65 ewes from february thru june.
- I made lots of yummy cheese
- I worked up the nerve to enter restaurants thru the back door and offer my yummy cheese to chefs to critique, and hopefully buy. And yes, some did buy.
- Attended three farmers markets from april thru october, and one holiday market in November. I sold lots of goat cheese and eggs, some weeks everything I could make!
- I worked harder and longer than I ever have; I loved and hated it, and at the end of the seaon, was ready to be done for a while.
I did quite a bit. I couldn’t have done it without my best friend, family support, and my business partnership. I’m not trying to brag, really, but winter has been slow, and I lost track of what a great year 2011 really was, I was just feeling all of the tiredness and burned-out apathy that I felt in October when I dried off the girls.
I am really trying to get ready for this year, and this season, both physically, mentally, emotionally. There are new challenges to be dealt with, and I really am not sure how to deal with those just yet. Here’s to a great year…
a date and the magic circle
We went on a date yesterday…to the library. Seriously. With Newton and Linz (one of J’s sisters). Seriously, again. It was that kind of date. Yes, it was awesome and fun and much needed. The library is one of my happy places, literally. Yes, I’m that girl that thinks being a librarian would be an awesome job, and once even considered that as a career. yep. And Newton really enjoyed walking around, rearranging almost empty shelves, and staring at the giant globe on display.
I needed some inspiration, some excitement for the new season. I ended my farmers’ market and dairying season feeling burned out and a bit hopeless for the upcoming year. I ended up with two books to help me find that: The Dirty Life by Kristin Kimball (recommended by a fellow blogging friend), and Joel Salatin’s new book, Folks, This Ain’t Normal. And yes, I’ve started reading both, simultaneously. Joel’s book we are reading together before bed. We made it through the forward and we were in love with it already; we’re now on chapter two.
Kristin’s book so far has me inspired and hating her and her husband. Seriously. Who has a magic circle? Who says, I want a farm and farmhouse in which to live, within nine months, and oh yeah, for free??? And then 9 months later GETS IT???? I had to leave the book at this point (I was reading while trying to get Newton to nap…it took a while), and go find Jeremy to lament our lack of magic circle. How come no one has told me about this? Am I too pent up and worried to have one? …And then Jeremy pointed out that I do have one, I just don’t call it that, and for some unknown reason I don’t always use it.
Case in point: Before we moved to Idaho, I said I wanted a goat dairy and to make artisan goat cheese, and farm and have a huge garden and chickens and ducks. (Focus on the goat part here.) The first week I arrived in Idaho, I met Laura, who owns a sheep ranch/dairy, and whom I now work with; partners, but not in the traditional sense of business partners. About 4 months later, she calls (rather out of the blue), and says, hey do you want to work together and make cheese at my place, yours and mine? Well, heck yeah I do! And I’ve been on this road almost three years now, with last year being the first year in production.
So yeah, I do have a magic circle.
Now the question is, why the hell am I not using it currently?
So tonight, we’re listing out what we want in our magic circle. And we’re re-creating it. What’s in yours?
tea
I love coffee. seriously. I loved it before we lived an hour from Seattle. And living in Western Washington only deepened that love. In the winter, I tend to drink a LOT of coffee. It keeps me warm when I am cold, and I am cold all the time. seriously. layers upon layers of clothing, and I am still chilly. The last two winters were difficult because I was first pregnant, then nursing, so I drank very little coffee, if any. This year is a whole new ball game!
And then we got colds. I do like tea, and occasionally switch things up by midday cups of tea (mostly in winter), but when we get sick. I make tea. Lots of tea. With lots of leaves and roots. I don’t make herbal teas often enough, though I have new resolve for this year to make and drink them, even when I’m not sick.
The tea for this cold consisted mainly of ginger root, licorice root, mullein leaves, a dash of cayenne powder, and yummy raw (local) honey (can’t have tea without honey!). I did switch it up a few times with peppermint (not as good, though I love peppermint), and sarsparilla root (added a nice vanilla touch). But that is only to play with flavors. *Note, the cayenne sinks to the bottom, so watch out for that last sip!!*
Anyway, we drank 2-3 cups of this tea a day, cut out dairy and alcohol (we don’t drink a lot, but we do have some homemade Christmas Spice Beer that is so yummy
), and reduced coffee to just a cup a day. (and ya know, tried to get more rest and take it easy, etc) And it wasn’t so bad…the cold, I mean. I diluted Newton’s portion with water in his cup, but he liked drinking it straight from mine (of course, everything is better from mama’s cup). Linz (sis-in-law), who had the cold first, had it much worse, and developed a nasty cough that kept on going; while we weren’t congested, nor did we develop the cough, and in a few days it was mostly gone. I’m not completely sure, could have been because our immune systems are different from hers to begin with, may not have been the exact same bug (but I think it is, I think she gave it to us
), but Jeremy is certainly of the belief that the tea worked wonders for him.
I really love herbs and foods that heal. I don’t practice what I read often enough, but I do try. I have a great book by Rosemary Gladstar, Herbal Recipes for Vibrant Health, which I bought after Newton was born. I didn’t follow a specific recipe, but picked through a few to put together the tea based on what I wanted out of the tea, and which herbs I had on hand.
I found it was easier to make a quart at a time, with all the tea loose at the bottom and just strain the tea into individual cups.
consumers against monsanto
My sister-in-law in sunny California just started a blog about something she is very passionate about. Please take a look.
http://www.kellikunkle.wordpress.com
simplicity
Alright, so I spent part of December trying to figure out how to inspire myself for the new year. I know, it sounds a little pathetic, right? I have spent a large part of the last two years feeling mentally and emotionally exhausted and way stressed out, and I want, I need this year to be different. And, the dairy is in winter mode right now (lots of cleaning, organizing, cheese maintaince, but a lot of down time), so I’ve had some extra time for computer research. I really enjoy reading Barbara Winter’s website and books, so I started there for something to plan for the dairy for this year. In her archives she had an idea of coming up with a word or phrase to ‘theme’ one’s year to help “sharpen one’s focus.” I thought that was a brilliant idea. She even gives a list of words to help you start. I was very excited, wrote them all down, and then went to tell Jeremy…that I needed help coming up with a word. Seriously. I have spent the last two weeks trying to come up with a word. It sounds really simple and easy, but it isn’t. I wanted a word to encompass both personal and business, since they are both intertwined, but I couldn’t. I need different things for my self and family and for my business. Okay, kind of not. I need a lot of the same things and ideas for both, but my focus is different.
So, once I finally decided that one word was not worth two in the bush, I thought about what I need most for my personal life. I need peace, calm, simplicity. But I didn’t like that answer, because I am so busy and hectic throughout most the year, and the image that comes to mind with those three words are still, quiet, slow. So to me the words cannot fit with the reality of my life. The words I received yesterday from my best friend, “calm is/can be inside you even in the midst of chaos. You have to come to terms with what is and what isn’t within your control.” Brilliance!
So, I’ve settled on simplicity. I think it encompasses more than just calm, serene (more in the aspect of what I want to achieve in this year). I’ve been reading a bit on ‘voluntary simplicity’ and writing down what exactly that means to me and our family (I’ll let you know when I’m done).
I haven’t come up with a word/phrase for the dairy for this year. One thing at a time.

